Dreamt I was delivering mail to a house. I liked the man who lived there and we took a walk. We were friends of sorts. And as we walked together, I remembered we’d gone on a road trip together in another dream. He’d met me and some others in California. He’d driven to California alone and I wondered if he minded the hours alone in the car as I’d spent those hours driving hanging out with a good girlfriend. He asked me to sit down and be with him for a bit. But I’d already taken my “lunch” walking with him and couldn’t take more time. He looked deeply disappointed and a little frantic. We saw his doppelganger and talked about how he might take his power back/thwart the nemesis. His passion and exuberance made me laugh. I loved him. Just as he was. I wanted to spend more time with him. My effort to make future plans to see him as we began the walk were shut down so I just stood there and loved him. I didn’t leave. i didn’t walk away. The dream changed.
Didn’t know it was Robin Williams until the end of the dream and he started making fun. He was a friend first. A man I had feelings for and wanted to get to know better.
His earth body died 10 days ago and tears run down my face as I write this. I don’t know how this life/death/dream thing works.
Wherever you are, Robin, I love you! Let’s go on another adventure! :)